6th Dimension

Thu, 19 Mar 2009 03:08:46 GMT

Your touch, your voice, the only things that help me make any sense of this
I miss you, all your delight, but what's the difference? Without you here I'm just

Holding on to you
Holding on for some decision to end this impatience
I won't let go

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Now playing: Ari Hest - Holding On
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Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer...

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 02:01:02 GMT

If it comes down to it, forever may not be long enough for me to get over you.

HELP

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 23:58:38 GMT

I'm in love with my best friend and I don't know what to do.

Wed, 07 Jan 2009 04:03:19 GMT

for every up there is a down
or so it could be said
but not a high for every low
my life is great but with a void
its completion so elusive
but that's just how life goes

a strong heart breaks easy as it is strong
when cracked sharply enough
but they are strong in their rebirth
be my architect, be my field
build and grow it back
to taste the fruits of Your earth

a great book had been started
a preface and beginning
but we stopped at chapter two
come be my cover, my story
yes, read us to me
pictures each page, of me and you

before the book is closed forever
perhaps one last chance
it won't shut without one last shout
my heart in hand, I return
return it to its confines
but clever, it will find its way out

I hate writing poetry because I do it most when I'm upset. I may never anymore understand why some people are "ready" and some are not. I was taught to love, and sometimes I think that is all I can do...with the opportunity. Life is made of chances. Chances that come and go. I've learned I have more regrets when I don't act, than regretting my actions. Our lives are made by the choices we make. I will choose mine. I WILL CHOOSE MINE. But then again, life is like a fast-food restaurant. You don't always get what you choose.

...and you can have this heart to break...

Wed, 07 Jan 2009 03:16:53 GMT

A heart can be broken when it is really no one's to break.

It was not for lack of trying. Sometimes all you can do is give everything you have. And you have no idea.

I won't be far.

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Now playing: Billy Joel - And So It Goes
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Happy New Year!

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 23:02:09 GMT

Self-titled.

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Now playing: Michael Bublé - Home
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2 Months 2 Many

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 01:35:23 GMT

This will be an interesting time...

LVM

Thu, 16 Oct 2008 03:36:52 GMT

Woo hoo! I'm officially registered for the 2008 Las Vegas Marathon!

Also, several of my friends are getting engaged and married. Scary...

Fri, 12 Sep 2008 01:33:38 GMT

The sun'll come out tomorrow...

Cowan this weekend!
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Now playing: Damien Rice - Dogs
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Mon, 25 Aug 2008 04:50:22 GMT

I mostly like myself. But is there a place in this world for me? Do I fit anywhere?

Thu, 21 Aug 2008 03:04:46 GMT

Wed, 30 Jul 2008 04:49:43 GMT

A taste and a tease
of what it can be
leaves me longing more
than each second before

Sat, 19 Jul 2008 05:16:44 GMT

There are a few times that I miss you like crazy. The rest of the time, I REALLY miss you like crazy.

Oh yeah...

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 06:19:10 GMT

I moved to Baltimore...

It's not how long you wait, it's who you're waiting for.

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 13:42:34 GMT

I don't know how much longer I can do this...but I know I will.

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 22:52:14 GMT

Some mornings I wake up only because it is one day closer to seeing you.

So Close, and Still So Far

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 04:03:54 GMT

I should have called today. I needed a good smile. A "hello" from you is all it takes.

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 03:17:05 GMT

You have no idea what you do to me.

Fri, 30 May 2008 20:11:12 GMT

Have you ever TRIED to think of something you don't like about someone, but COULDN'T?

Also, decision time in 20 hours.

I'm struggling

Thu, 15 May 2008 02:08:04 GMT

I got too used to things.

I'm also so sleepy, but can't quite go to bed yet. This whole job search thing is killing me even more.

Fri, 09 May 2008 21:52:40 GMT

Take this sinking boat
and point it home
We've still got time

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 23:46:37 GMT

Your beauty is there in all I see
And when I feel your eyes on me
Oh don't you know you just take my breath away

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 02:55:22 GMT

I haven't been happy very much lately. There is definitely a common factor of when I am, though.

I'm lonely, I'm scared, I'm confused, I'm depressed, I'm worried, I'm sad, I'm disappointed, I'm frustrated.

I need a hug.

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 06:18:53 GMT

http://twelvestepsforward.blogspot.com/

I guess I'll post the link to my blog as the top entry. I probably won't write in here anymore. I may have to find a way to copyright my songs or something.

Have I recently mentioned that I love Josh Groban's music?

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 04:06:34 GMT

And wish that you were here by me
So close that I could die